booooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i kinda got yelled at work today. was on the phone making a call then everyone was waiting for me at a meeting. not sure why, but i just really didn't feel like going to the meeting.... maybe it's cuz i've been to the same meeting like 3-4 times already, having worked there for just over 2 years.

not feeling motivated right now to go to work. doing the same thing over and over again each day. yeah, i'm thankful for the Lord to provide me with this job, but i dunno sometimes i think ppl are deserving more praise than they actually deserve. here i am fixing everyone's mistakes while they get all the praise. sometimes it's frustrating. but yea, always gotta keep in mind that everything i do, is for the Lord and no one else. that's where my motivation comes from.

i'm super blessed with my current job but i feel like my skill is stagnant right now, not really improving much. i wanna do some learning outside of work, but by the time i come home, i'm super exhausted already... haveta help w/ dins then by the time i actually sit in front of the computer, it's already 8pm ... 3 hrs before i have to go to bed.

oh yea.. also gotta study for this engie certification thing...

sooo busy.

alright, enough ranting for this post...

it's beeen tooo long.

finally have internet set-up, almost all moved in and settled, but still trying to get used to my daily weekday work routine of: wake up at 5:30am for work... :(

and yeaa.. i'm misssing da Sister.. and our daily weirdo chats. :P

will post more lataa

i didn't think this would happen, but migraines are starting to come.

i guess w/ the sudden big load of stuff to do, i've been a little more stressful, especially today.

2 and a bitty weeks. praying everything is a-ok with everything and i don't miss anything. :P